Entering Holy Week

As we enter Holy Week I am pondering these questions:

If you had been there on that terrible and frightening evening in the garden, or in the courtyard of Pilate, or standing along way to the hill of crucifixion, or even looking on at Jesus, tortured, crowned, and pierced with nails as he strangled on cross, if you had been there, what would you have done? 

Would you have stood still while Judas kissed him?Would you have followed the mob who took Jesus into the courtyard?Would you have denied knowing him?What would you have yelled out?    Crucify…

If you saw Jesus fall three times,Would you have come forward to help carry his cross?

Would you have looked down or turned away,     lest you be dragged into helping this Jesus?

 Honestly, I wonder - what would I have done ???